Izinkan Ku Pergi Sinaran mata cerita segalanya Du…

Izinkan Ku Pergi

Sinaran mata cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta

Tiada kembalinya abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama

Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

Pergilah rindu ku hilangkan diri mu
Tak sanggup menangung derita di kalbu
Pergilah sayang ku
Bermula semula semangat cinta ku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat jiwa setiap bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

Pergilah rindu ku hilangkan diri mu
Tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbu ku
Pergilah sayang ku
Bermula semula semangat cinta ku
Membara kerana dia tiada niat ku…

Pergilah sayang ku
Bermula semula semangat cinta ku membara
kerana dia tiada niatku…
maafkan daku duhai kasih
izinkan ku pergi…

p.s Ripped from lyric: Izinkan Ku Pergi

You Are Teal Green You are a one of a kind, origin…

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There’s no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don’t scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

What Color Green Are You?

Weee.. A weekend picnic @ East Coast was a blast. …

Weee.. A weekend picnic @ East Coast was a blast. Some quality time we spent together. Me, Rikee, Pak Bom & Khai. Asrie join us the first night.

Meeting Point: Bedok Mrt Stn
Time: 1400 hrs

Day: Saturday

Well.. Attendance marked. And a taxi was flagged. “Uncle, East Coast.. McDonalds there.. ” Hahaha.. A standard line used by all who is going to East Coast. =P

We managed to spot a place to pitch our tent. Supplied by rikee. Hehe~ Ahh.. Once the tent is up, Rumah ku, Syurga ku. Hehhe.. Nice catch phrase right.
Before dipping into the sea, and yeah.. Its HIGH TIDE!! Baby khai is soo the excited by now.. Hehe.. We had to filled our empty stomach. Yup..

Baby – Nasi Goreng PEDAS!!
Pak Bom – Sandwiched (Egg & Mayo)
Rikee – Nuggets
Me – Err.. Empty stomach.. =P

Those were a few contribution made us. Hehe.. Pardon the one about me yea..

Filling our stomach with scrumptous food, we headed to the sea. Yeah.. Watch tsunami.. We’re coming!! Hahahha.. So far only baby can swim well. Besides that, rikee was so-so. I’m hydro-phobia. Cant go too far out in the sea. =( Pak Bom.. Err.. Put him by the shores and he’ll be safe. Trust me..

We really had a great time at the beach. Swim till late evening. By then, Asrie arrive but couldnt find our tent. B’coz i told him, blue tent by the rubbish bin. Opps.. Didnt know there were alot of blue tents all over. Hahha.. But thanks for my ‘lion’s mane’ aka my hair. Haha.. He manage to spot us. =P

Again, we filled up our stomach after a whole evening of making tsunamis.. loL~ Basically, we’re just eating and eating and eating. Goodness..

Asrie left before midnight. However the sky isnt to our favour. Strong winds start to blow, rain came drizzling.. And we headed into the tent. Good thing the tent is strong enough to stand the wind blow. Soon we decided to run for BK. A decent shelter. Hahhaa..

That night, rikee had a stomach upset. Hmm.. Just wondering, What he eat, i ate also. Hahha.. Perhaps he’s stomach couldnt handle Baby nye nasi goreng. Hehhe.. Accompany his throught the night till i doze off. Sorry bro, my eyes are heavy. By this, Pak Bom and Baby starts to orchestrate their Orchestra. Hahhaa..

Day: Sunday

Goodness, i woke up almost 10am. If rikee never wake me up, i guess i could sleep all the way through. After a cup of coffee from BK, we start the day swimming. Hahahha..

Followed by a 2-hr of cycling from one end of East Coast to the other. Hahaha..

Too bad by now, my K800i batt was flat. Sobz sobz. No more beautiful shot. Haizz.. By evening, we reached our tent site and start to tear it down.

Goodness.. All of our skin was darkened.. Not tanned.. But black!! We headed to Suntec for dinner but sad for Baby who have to go work.

Some quality time i spent with my love ones. Even though its an impromptu one, well.. Juz love each and everyone of them. We should have more of these times together.

Ahh.. Finally its Tuesdae. Haha.. I’m freed from a…

Ahh.. Finally its Tuesdae. Haha.. I’m freed from all the mid term test. But, the finals are drawing nearer. Urgh~ First paper was on the 17th April – Defence Science. Its a 100 MCQ exam. Thinking of it just brings chills down my spine.

A whole week of events i couldnt have updated due to other commitments – tests.. Duh~ Hahahha.. Now lemme bring to u.. A montage of the week events.

Some chilling session @ Pioneer Mall McDonalds & an Abandoned Flat near Admiralty..

A Movie event: Mr Bean’s Holiday

We ended the week with a blast picnic @ East Coast. Well, the picnic was considered and impromtu thing.

Guess what.. I just had my MAS 182 – Calculus for …

Guess what.. I just had my MAS 182 – Calculus for Science II mid term test just now. GAWD!! 5 questions – 20 marks each, one & half hr paper.. *sigh* Tough paper i should say.

Needless to say, i have not slept since last night. Not really going ‘chiong‘. But just having a fun time with my ex-trainees in Sispec Alpha – Reza, Irfaan, Ahmad & Khaimil. It have been months since i last saw them. The last time i went out with them was during Hari raya Visiting. Yea.. Sispec Alpha style!!

Met up with the guys around 5 plus in Orchard. Prior to meeting them, i had the chance to pop by Khai, Asrie, Pak Bom @ Heeren. Wooot~ They went shopping!! Khai bought a new pair of shoes and a t-shirt. Not bad.. Quite nice especially the Cookie Monster.

*3 peepz having fun*Huh? Whos tad?*

I left them and off to meet my Sispec gang. Hahha… Khaimil start to have natural curls on his hair. Very nice!! Other than Khaimil, i think the rest are the same as when i left them. Hehehe~ Ate dinner @ Far East.. Chit chat all the way till the sun sets. All kinds of topic – from army to girls. Haha.. Boys will be boys.

Too bad Irfaan got to leave early for his party @ Zouk. Yea.. I would have followed and if only i had no test today. *sigh* A little male bonding through Battlefield 2. Haha.. I suxx at that game. I really do.
*khaimil&ahmad*dun ask*ranger reza*
Got home late.. Manage to catch the last westbound train to Boonlay. Hehe.. I need rest people. Tonight is the big thing. Picnic @ Pasir Ris. Then again, there is more than meets the eye. Trust me. At most i’ll just be quiet and leave the area. I’m sick and tired of fighting with people who finds fault of at no basis. I pity these people. No life perhaps. I pray God have mercy on the soul of these people before all hell break loose. Until then, I’m signing off. Heading to bed.

p.s. bro.. Things happen for a reason. Dun be afraid of wats coming. Its either u fall or them. Trust me. btw, waiting for ur makan besar.. Hehe~

Haha.. I was taken aback when i got this statement…

Haha.. I was taken aback when i got this statement.

“Kau jangan sebut nama tu lagi..“
If that is what i heard correctly, just a question in mind. What exactly are u trying to imply here? Bitching about me behind my back while being a sweet goodie pie in front of me? Is that what you’ve been doing all this while? Well, I’m fine with it. But i’m sad when you raised your voice at my friend. My heart has totally closed so therefore go ahead and do whatever you wish to do. Just let me remind you if your reading this:

There are only shades of gray in my life, and nothing can change it to become as colorful as the rainbow. Certainly not anyone else and definitely it is not you.

Enough of this puny remarks. Lets just brush it off. Haha.. Am i supposed to get scared? loL~ Yea rite.. My balls are laughing. Har Har Har~

A bad start for the day as it was raining. Supposedly to go in JB to fix my chain and spocket ‘coz its long overdue. Hope it doesnt snap!! Cant imagine i’ll be free-wheeling – superman wannabe. Met up with Fareez, Khai & Asrie at the Costume shop in Bugis. Oh yea.. Its kinda remote place for a costume shop. But hey, they got tonnes of costumes – from mascots to fairytale creature. You name it, they’ve got it.

*Reez acting cute*Khai&moi slacking*Diva in the process*

Hehe.. Too bad Pak Bom couldnt make it that evening. Nice pictures taken eh~ From the bus stops to into the bus. Yeah!! I’ve crossed the road back and forth ‘coz khai couldnt decide which side to take to go to Raffles City. loL~

*Hands not long enough*Pee-ka-boo*Conquered the bus!!*

Oh yea.. Heard the boys the going to tender their resignation any time soon. All the best in finding jobs boys!! From F&B to retail i heard. But still not confirm where.

*Asrie got da limelight.. Hmmph~*

*Whos’ REALLY Fabulous?*

And short time off before we headed home, we chill at Raffles City Starbucks. We had Mango cheesecake. It had a wierd taste but still edible. Hahaha~

*Spot the difference.. Hahha*

Finally a dawning of a new day. Thursday!! yeah.. Seems like a whole day for me in school. loL~ Took the train back with ’em and headed home. Yeah.. Spent quality time on a beautiful day with the one i loved. Sad rikee couldnt join.. Its oki bro. I supposed staying @ home also too can be fun. 😉 Banked in ur cheque alreadi? Haha.. Dun forget friday ehk.. Hehhe..

*Reez&moI*owl.piglet.bunny*gosh..i’m trying to orb out*

Tomorrow is a long day. Time to head to bed.. Time check: 0113hrs. Oh yeah.. For some who is still wondering whats wrong with the picture.. Well, this entry i’m blogging in english. Yep. If note, my malay slang will be splattered here and there. Practically eveywhere in the entry. Hehhee..
Haha.. Mcm tk sah kalo tk type wif my slang gini. loL~ Tapi, i’ll try to blog in english.. Dun say i nvr try k. Hehhe.. I’ll do my best. InsyaAllah~

Ku ingin bertemu denganmu.. Ya tuhan.. Izinkan…

Ku ingin bertemu denganmu..

Ya tuhan..
Izinkan ku bertemu denganmu,
di alammu yang indah.
Dan berikanlah aku kebahagiaan
yang lebih baik daripada di dunia.

Ya tuhan..
Izinkan ku untuk ke alammu..
berjalan tanpa kesal,
tanpa sebarang perasaan kehampaan kembali.

Ya tuhan..
Bersihkan hatiku yg kotor ini,
sucikan ia dengan berkatmu,
Kerna ku ingin kembali ke jalanmu.

Am i wrong to blog on events tad had happened h…

Am i wrong to blog on events tad had happened here in my own blog??

Wee.. a whole wk of happenings wif ma loved ones…..

Wee.. a whole wk of happenings wif ma loved ones.. Hehe.. Loved ones ker perr.. =P In my last entry, the mondae Pak Bom, Fa’riqe and moi went to KTV kad PartyWorld Orchard. We had a ball of time. Haha.. I’m in a call with Khai, Rafiz, Rikee, Rafiz, Bom(edited).. Conferencing beb.. Hahhaa sambil mengupdate blog akuu.. loL~
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Tuesdae
Lepas konsert amal, kita rest for da dae. Takot suare hilang. Haha.. Lagu rock – Bunga Angkasa, Sentuhan Kecundang dan bermcm lagii.. Lagu joget pon ader.. Lagu omputeh.. Suare pon kena rest.. loL~

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Wednesdae
Harr.. Nari kita abiit full force bila kluar. Hilmi, Asrie, rikee, rafiz, Bom, Reez and moi. Ahh.. Luper kejap, terpikir sejenak wad telah de happe n on da dae..

Meeting kad marina.. Makan dinner dulu.. Pastu lepak di starbuck seblom jumpa da mystical creature Kharballa. aka Kayu Balak.. Oops Khai. loL.. A simple outing.. Yet enjoyable..
Dari budak2 posing kad dlm toilet, emo2 pon ada. Haha.. Yg ngan laptop tuu tgk porn. Tk agak2 sak.. loL~

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Thursdae

Ahh.. Another slack dae for moi.. Khai not working tad dae. Dia nye plan nak gi Pet Safari kad East Point. Hmm.. Attendee pon not tad big.. Tapi memuai kn .. 😉 Khai, Fa reez, Bom and moi.. Hahha.. Sori Bom, its impromptu iye.. Jgn merajok.. Hehhe.. Yan & Che’ Kem Oops Aee join us.. Hehe.. Kad Pet Safari byk pet pet.. Sayang je kambing tkde.. Hehehe.. Many types of anjing were on display. Cute miut!! Pakar je tk bole pelihara.. Kalo bole.. anjing yg mcm german shepard. Fuh..

Pastu we headed to Changi Airport T2 jumpe Aee. Plan nye nk lepak kad viewing gallery. Tapi sampai disane.. Sedih skali.. Matahari telah terbenam. Satu habok pon tk nampak. loL~ Akhirnye.. Bom nye perot berdenyut2. Bukan aper.. Laparr la beb. Burger King jugak da place to have dinner.

After tad.. Di kopi bean la tempat kita lepak.. Fuh.. Hingga la sampai time nk balek.. Segmen “Hati ke Hati”, “Re-enactment the Kopi Throwing”. loL~ Award untok best Male actor goes to Bom!! (tgklah reaction selepas kopi sampai di baju. loL)

Another eventful dae ngan da loved ones. Haizz.. Tak pernah sampai ke hujung tanjong aku turon. Kalo tk.. Ke Marina, Suntec, Vivo. Ni kali pulak.. Ke Semei – Changi Airport.

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Fridae
Akhirnyerr.. Another outing tadi juz ngan rikee & bom.. Impromptu call from Bom – To catch a movie. – 300
Its a nice movie to watch. Shud go watch.. The next one i wanna watch is Music & Lyrics. Wakakka~
Seperti biaser.. Superstar kit a lambat.. Hahha.. Movie kol 7. Tibanye kol 7.15pm. Haizz.. Wads wif North ppl eh. Asik dtg lambat jerr.. Hmmpphh~

Lepak kad starbucks seperti biasa. Reez ngan kawan skola join us later. Dorang dari IT Fair. Jumpe Asrie ngan Khai lepas dorang balek keje.. Dan disini la hamba mem-blog tentang perihal wad telah da happen in tis week.

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Somehow i dun tink i can go out more often as nxt wk skola da start.. Haizz.. Tis wk pasal its e-learning week. Ada sikit kebebasan. loL~ Mondae aku ade Wave Test. Haizz.. Nk kena blaja.. Tkpe la.. Saturdae pagi ngan sundae bole blaja.. Hahhaha..

A whole wk of event ni aku update in a entry. Hahhaa.. Leceh nk tarik gambar kad bawah.. Tk sabar nk gi ‘hiking’ kad macritchie nnt. Weee… I hope it will be as fun as i wud think it is. Yeah!!

Personally speaking.. All those in built stress ha…

Personally speaking.. All those in built stress have been let go in the past wkend. Haha.. a real let ur hair down clubbing event. Although not many were there, but i realli enjoy my time there. I guess quality is much better than quantity. Coz if too big.. Takot tk terlayan sumer.. But tad nite, i realli went a little too overboard. hehehe.. tsk tsk..

Attendees tad nite were: Me, Fa’riqe, Rafiz, Pak Bom, Khai, Asrie & Nassir. Yea!! Everyone had a ball of time. 😉 We shud go again someday soon.. Hehhee..



Well.. well.. well.. Ni kali bukan diva nye konsert eh.. Hehehe.. Konsert amal dari 3F – Firdaus, Fairuz & Fa’riqe. Another last minute decision for KTV made my Fa’riqe. Ape lagi kalo Pak Bom, confirm dia ON.. Hahha.. We were from ToaPayoh, temankn rikee amik specs baru dia. Hehe.. Hensem beb da kai specs.. loL~

I supposed for tad moment in time.. You can feel so light and all of a sudden ur free wif problems. Hmm.. But den again, face the reality beb.. Problems wont go away if u wont solve ’em. Am i right? Haizz..

Todae, gi CMPB temankn rikee gi checkup. dpt Pes B. Ok wat.. kalo nk masok Komando.. Tkpe la kirim salam je k.. Hehhe~ Anyway.. all da best ngan date bsok eh.. Jgn luper update abg tauu..

See la.. Suke tagged orang.. Skrang pulak kena tag…

See la.. Suke tagged orang.. Skrang pulak kena tagged. loL~ Jay tagged moi..

So, if you wanna to know more about myself, here it goes. I promise to be as truthful whenever permitted.

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The Lucky Number Ten

RULES:
Player of this game with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. Tag six others to do the same and list them at the end. No tagbacks.

1. I’ve been using the nick “Black Rose” since secondary one.

2. Dun mess with my temper. If u know wat i mean..

3. I’m still finding a White Color dye in stores.. Nk dye putih arr.. can anyone find for me?

4. I’m not myself at times.. Or shud i say most of the times..

5. I didnt own a single pair of three-quaters or berms at all.

6. I’ve been living single, mingle, springle for 4 yrs running. loL

7. I drink coffee much more than tea. But still i prefer tea.

8. There is someone i had my eyes on but dare not to approach coz i dun like if it does not reciprocate the way i wan it to be. Haizz

9. Haha.. I’ve capture the whole of Zoo and Safari – According to PakBom.

10. Still finding the perfect partner for this imperfect person.

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So there you have it. Ten things about me.
And yesh…. let’s see who kena…..

+ Bom!!
+ rikee
+ okOi
+ Shukri
+ sheena.. Oops

+ anwar

Well there goes my recess week.. And the following…

Well there goes my recess week.. And the following week is e-learning week. Hhhaha.. Can be considered as holidae.. Weee~

I had choc fondue kad Anderson’s Marina wif rikee & Bom. It was oki laa.. Dun realli like it. But the Rum & Raisin aiskrim is NICE!!

*Couple Fondue*
Choice of aiskrim: Oreo, Chocolate, Fruits of the Forest, Macadamia & Rum ‘N Raisins. Of all i like the Rum ‘n Raisin. Haha.. POWER dok!! Oki Rafiz.. Service kad saner kurang memuaskan. Tkde orang pon nk senyum. Kental.. Mcm nk taknk je serve kita. Maner feedback form!!

Yang satu nk posing.. Err.. Pak Bom.. Mulot tutop nnt lalat masok..

Lepas makan fondue.. Kita dah plan nk gi karaoke kad K Box marina. Tapi terlalu ex laa.. Maklomla, aku ni student pape kedana.. Hahaha.. Kering kontang sak wallet. Lain kali k gi karaoke..

*asal ngan muker tuu *

Akhirnya lepak kad starbucks suntec sambil tunggu Khai, Asrie & Rafiz balek keje.. Borak2 dari kol 9 hingga 1130 gitu. Haiz… Hmm.. We’ve chatted.. Chatted.. Chatted.. haiz..

*ahah.. no comments*

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p.s. Am i making the right choice?