holiday?

finally.. a long break is just around the corner.

fuyoh~
cant wait for that.

good luck to all for the upcoming SA1.
remember to study yaaa~

sunday.apr26

we’re coming to a closure for this week.
SA1 is around the corner.
i hope my kids are well prepared for the next big thing.
early preparation is good.
should not have waste time in games, r’ship matters.
concentrate on ur studies first,
other things can wait.
)

well.. i didnt know that it might come that soon.
the last i’ve heard was that we’re talking abt it.
and the next thing you know, its @ ur doorstep.
at first i thought it was nothing,
but then again,
i think it really fell on me the hardest.
i dunno abt the rest
but hey, im trying to cope here

i would say that my days are numbered too.
i know i will be the same as before

what.do.you.think?

caught something off the net just now.
thought of sharing with you guys.
what do you think of this short piece?

They love  U but they are not

your lover…..

They care for U but they are

not from your family……

They are ready to share your

pain but they are not in your

blood relation…..

They are……..

Friends!!!

True friend scolds like a Dad!

Cares like a Mom!

Teases like a Sister!

Irritates like a Brother!

and Finally loves U  more than

a Lover……..

so issit true?

mid.week.madness

hey all.
its mid week. time really fly!!

finally, the HRC is completed!
time to rejoice.. big thanks to my other co-form who helped in keying in the remarks.
although some of the remarks made doesnt reflect what is in the student,
nonetheless, managed to tweak here and there..

HRC aside.. Annual Award Ceremony (AAC) was a success
held last friday. first time to witness their AAC in sch
to many, it was speech day.
to me, another dun waste my time event.
hahaha~

i dun consider myself mean.
do you think its mean by asking those are punished to write lines?
its juz 300 lines.. well that’s bare minimum. if you wan more.. ask my 1NA students.
they had a taste of that.
and now.. no more beta form ‘coz they thought its juz a joke.
so class.. since u treat everything like a joke.
that’s the remedy from me to you.

have yet to test it on my 1NT.
maybe hakim? for not managing his impulsivity..
asmah? for refusing to do homework..

SA1 is 14 more days away
both papers have already been printed.
the MT paper is this friday ‘coz its a cluster paper.
so ya.. good luck peepz!
study smart.. NOT hard.. =)

alas.alas

i thought i’ve lost it forever.
when i need u the most.. u weren’t there.
i supposed its my fault that it all happened.
im sorry.

well, im glad that its over.
im not going to reply ur sms or answer ur call.
nonetheless.. if you have read my posts, then you’ll understand.
stop putting a false front.
i even thought you were sincere, but
it turned out that you’re none better.
cant believe i buy everything from you at first!!
hahaha.. i was cheated!!
after i got to know the REAL you,
its not worth my time getting to know you.

because of you, i lost someone dear to me.
because of you, it made me realize that
there are still lots of scum bags like u lingering on the streets
then again, because of you,
i can clearly differentiate which are my frens..
and those who arent.

Thank you.

anyway, on a lighter note.
i juz sit for a proficiency test.
i’m afraid that it might be too easy to fail.

Bulan kelahiran Islam anda adalah pada 12 Rabiul Awwal 1403 Hijrah iaitu jatuh pada hari Selasa.

Maksud : Bulan pertama musim bunga iaitu masa ketika bulan tersebut dinamakan.

Sifat : Mempunyai perwatakan yang baik. Mungkin anda akan mendapat pangkat yang besar, menjadi orang yang berpengaruh atau kaya tanpa diduga. Dalam pekerjaan ramai yang menyukai anda. Walau bagaimanapun, sifat negatif yang ada pada anda termasuklah kurang sabar, keras hati dan mudah marah.

precious.life

these past few days had been worst for me.
perhaps i’ve landing myself in the deepest shit hole ever dug.
and i thought the person is as good as an angel.

OMG..
i thought that person is as good as a saint,
and condemning me and stuffs.
but when i got back.
my frens were feeding me with what that person had done previously.
with such a record,
and all the tales being told abt you.
OMG..

i’ve just wasted part of my life with such nuisance.
my advice to you.
please grow up. u cant put food on the table without any money.
that’s a fact for sure!!
and you think with all these drama,
who would want to have you even for a friend?
when i came to realize all these,
i was quite sad for you.
im not angry at you, just sad.

perhaps you do not know me and true enough you do not know me.
my strengths i would say is my networking.
and i heard a lot of things about you when you said people are bad-mouthing you.
c’mon, whom do i trust?
You? with your act?
OR
my friends?
i trust my frens more than i trust u.
enough said.

Be glad that your name is not reflected here.
or perhaps should I just put your name here?

If you know yourself that you are wrong,
please own up.

It’s not wrong, everyone makes mistakes.
Even I myself makes mistakes.
And don’t be too egoistical to think that you are always right.

‘God is fair,’
like you said He will help the innocent.

So are you one?

i know i’ve hurt so many ppl..
hurt their feelings.
i’m deeply sorry
Please accept my apologies.

stormy.sea

splitting headache. ups and downs. ego?. mistakes?
those are just some words i was fired with yesterday.
it was a fierce encounter
i have ever had in my 26 years of  life.

to err is human, to forgive divine.
apparently some of us is just isnt happy about that.
forgiving doesnt exist in his dictionary
even though no matter how console he is,
he was never ready to forgive.
persistently telling me i’m at fault.

at times i’m just wondering
if a person persistently wanted to befriend with you,
and you’ve realized you are not meant for the person,
what would you do?

i would rather NOT hurt the person and carry on with my life.
even though its unbearable to proceed.
life has to go on.
you need TWO hands to clap.
no point persistently hoping that it would last.
sincerely.
i do not want to hurt you further.

Let me be myself.
I’m happy the way i am.
if u cant change me, dun try to
you only hurt yourself more.
and when that happens,
you will not happy.
and when your not happy,
*Fill in the blanks…

3.apr

week 2 has juz ended.
many things happened.
didnt have much voice to say
but ya.. wish u all the best!

Earth.Hour.2009

ash.turns.20

hey hey.. birthday boii
someone turned 20 recently. Welcome to da big TWO!! hehehe
Muhd Ashadiq Azman

moga di murahkn rezekinya dan panjang umornya..
dan juga hepi2 slalu!! =)

march.holidays

my march holidays started on friday the 13.
hahaha~

well, i thought of planning a few other events during the one week break.
but it seems too short to plan anything.
i guess the best way was juz impromptu!!
like i always say.. kalo jadi, jadi.. kalo tk, too bad~
yep..  sunday was my cousin’s engagement, wed was ashadiq’s 20th bdae.
planning some east coast trips..

but the ultimate one was setting exam papers!!! urghhh
SA1 english & maths paper.. woohooo~
confirm stim kering sak..
dun worry i’ll find my way and time to complete them. loL~

anyway.. wad a way to usher the holidays. woohooo~
last sunday i attended my cousin’s engagement ceremony.
well u cn say we do look alike when we’re small then.
some thought we’re twins.

but hey.. close but not close enough.
hahah he keep telling me this.. “I’ll be there when it’s ur turn.. “
oh well brother.. one day u will. (:

Congratulations to Shahrul Nizam & Shafiqa!!

well.. da rest of the photos are in my facebook. Here are some of them..

well.. dun blame me for the last pic. its kinda dark. my sis la.. dunno how to use flash. =.=”

15th March also marks my parents wedding anniversary.
28 years beb!! woohooo~

Happy Anniversary Mummy & Abah!!

and tmr is ash’s bdae.. jeng jeng jeng~

i luv my baby boii!!

another.fri.13

today marks another friday the 13th.
apparently we had one in feb. Now it appears again in March..
dunno when is the next one. hahaha~

jogathon was OVER!!
finally.. i didnt run tho coz im one of the safety teachers at chkpt 13.
hahaha.. too bad da bet is off huh~
try again nxt year darling.. ((:

pics are yet to be uploaded.
so pls be patient yea..

one more thing.
today is the last day of term 1. woohooo!!
CA1 report slip have been given out.
results for both my eng & maths class are good.
tho’ i expect them to perform satisfactorily.
i have to say that my NT class is shining much more than my NA’s

holidays are coming but papers have to be set.
eng P2 and maths have to be completed and to be vetted when sch term starts.
i’ve yet to start on both paper once i get enuff rest. hahaha!

well.. my cousin is getting engaged this sunday.
Congrats!!

 

i dropped a tear in the ocean. the day you find it is the day i stop missing you..

blueberry.muffin

i know im not a fan of chocolate
but when comes to blueberry
be it cheesecakes, pancakes or muffins.

I heart ‘em all!!

To whom it may concern:
i shudnt have told u everything.
im sorry if ur not at the right state of mind.
i noe something was amiss juz now but..
i was shunt when i ask u do u feel alrite?

i ask u many times but didnt get any concise response..
my heart sank
i feel bad abt myself..
when u didnt want to talk abt it.

but like i always told others..
some things do make a mark in my heart
be it good or bad..
i dun forget each ‘n every one of them
it stays in there..
nothing cn erase it.

Nothing…

mid.week

yeaa.. wednesday is passing like a breeze..
a light day today.
English first period, Maths after recess, and to finish the day, HOM

went back early coz the delivery guys from wihardja are coming to send the new furniture.
after that, met up with ihsan @ CP
his b’day todae
finally turn 20. hahahaha~
once again, happy 20th birthday!!

heard some news from the block yesterday
like i always told myself: expect the unexpected.
and see wad happen
one moment, things can go ur way
and the next, its not to ur favour any more..

well.. telegram came just in.
my honest opinion:
sensitive matter are appropriate when discussed in person.
like i said, if you didnt know what is a GPMG,
dont assume tad a SAW is a GPMG, even tho` they are similar!!
coz its NOT!!

Its a BIG, BIG NO!!!

anyway, go get urself a belt and we go trigger-happy k!!

tmr is English oral for sec 3 Express
we’ll see how u guys perform k. hahahhaa~ ciao

end.of.feb

hey peeps.
finally february is reaching its closure.

school’s been great.
2 more weeks b4 the march hols.
common tests are over.
results was oki for my 1NA.
im proud of my 1T1 for excellent results for their maths paper.
even tho` 2 of u didnt pass the paper.
saddening but hey.. work harder aite.

well.. if u still didnt noe,
im still a relief teaching @ BBSS.
however, i’ve gotten a nomination for President’s Awards for Teachers 2009
hah.. cant believe it my ears
but too bad. it cant be processed coz im not a perm staff there.
but nonetheless..
tad wont stop me from pursuing my dreams. (“,)

finally met up with sherwin after a few numerous failed attempts before
he’s doing good – working @ da airport.
planes and him juz cudnt be apart.
and yea.. ur uniform is BIG!! hahaha~

ill be out tis wkend to catch a show. wee~
my baby boii.. im missing u so much.. hehehe.. puurrrr~

i wanna stay overnight @ east coast!! any company?? wee~